My Long Lost Friend

Her name is Rose Samson...bila sudah berkahwin her name jadi Rose Constantine....she's Sabahan...macamana kita kenal....ermmm cousin Rose yang kenalkan.  Masa tu saya bersekolah di Temenggong Ibrahim Girls' School, Batu Pahat....and stayed at the hostel. Mana-mana pelajar yang cemerlang didalam 'Penilaian Darjah Lima' (masa dulu2) akan dihantar oleh Yayasan Sabah or Sarawak untuk bersekolah disini.  

One of them namanya Nonie Bansunin introduced her cousin to me as a pen-friend...until one day kami berjumpa diKL semasa Rose futher study di IMR...itu lah pertama kali berjumpa...then Rose berkahwin dan saya sempat juga memiliki beberapa photo beliau bersama family, siblings and her kids............

It has been years I'm looking for her on this cyberworld but till now still belum ada rezeki untuk berjumpa....mana lah kau pergi Rose...

Sudah beratus-ratus kali namanya ditulis dalam ruangan 'friend search' on my Facebook, Wayn, Yahoo360 etc pun masih belum dapat berjumpa....my son Erik too tolong cari juga dalam Myspace. Tidak cukup dengan nama Rose...saya guna nama-nama siblings and her kids untuk mencarinya tapi sehingga ke hari ini masih belum berhasil....cuma yang pasti Rose sekarang berada di Labuan...

InsyaAllah satu hari saya akan jumpa juga my long lost friend ini...ROSE SAMSON CONSTANTINE LINJAGU. 

'My Love In A Broken Dreams'

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender

I love you more than life itself
But I’m afraid to love.
My heart is like the fragile wings
Of a tiny little dove.

I'm scared to get too close
I feel that I can't win
You'll love me for a little while
Then you'll set me free again.

I've lived so long on hopes and dreams
I don't know what to do
I don't think I can trust my heart,
For it belongs to you.

I know you'll only hurt me
Yet, I still keep running back.
Between the paths of our hearts
There's a worn and beaten track.

You've got my heart held on a string.
It’s breaking right in two.
Enough belongs to me -to hurt-
The rest belongs to you.

I know that somewhere in your heart
There is a place for me.
I just don't know how to find it
And there's no way to make you see.

I Am What I Am

I am simply being
I am creative (a designer by profession but may be not!!!)
I am enthusiastic and eager to learn, always up to something and love challenges
I love reading and teaching
I love poem and nature scenery
I love crystals and gemstone
I love culture...and love good theatre
I love to hear music especially jazz, r & b and instrumental
I love being with different people coz I learn more from them!
I had a lot of friends but few are the best!
I may be a strong woman but my feelings do get hurt easily
I'm a hard worker and I don't look for short cuts
I appreciate the simple things in life but I do indulge myself once in awhile
I strongly believe that everyone has a heart but not everyone is aware
We can't become what we need to be by remaining what we are.
I agree to what Oprah Winfrey says:
"when there is no struggle, there is no strength!"

There’s so much to do but there’s so little time...

My life theme is:
Laugh as often as possible, love as passionate as one can! Be respectful to one’s self and hence be the same to one’s “neighbors”…be aware of one’s shortcomings, and be humble…try to smile if one is sad..!!