It's Over

It's over
I'm letting you
       go now....
       of everything

The anger
The guilt
The questions
       that will...
       remain unanswer

I'm letting go
of the memories
we shared
       and the future....
       that was promised
       that will never
       be experienced

I'm letting go
       of you....

I have no reason
to hold on to you....
       to try would be in vain
       for it....

Would only be me
that was hurt in the end

So,

I'll say
goodbye to you....
      with a smile,
      a smile so you will
      never see....
      that shattered
      remains of
      my broken heart

There's always
one last thought
      of you before
      I go to sleep....

And, it is that
I still adore you....
      I love you more than
      a friend can show

As time,
passes me by....
     you will fade
     away....
     and all that
     will remain is nothing

My heart will be
sewn back
     together by the
     thread of time....

Waiting for the
next guy to come....
     and tear it apart

     again....

It will be like
you never
     existed....
     that I never knew you

All because....
I'm letting you
    go now....

Thank you

'All My Life'

It was not so long ago
when I thought I'd never meet someone like you.
Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control.
Believing I'd never fall.


All my life I thought no one would
melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,
a heart hardened by the past,
protected by shields so vast.

Slowly I was falling
without even knowing.
Only to find out too late.
I have no choice but to accept the past

I could dream, I suppose
forever, I could hope
there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny
so I wake up to reality.

I lied when I said
I didn't love you,
that my feelings for you
are through.

I lied...
not because I wanted to
but because I love you
and still I do.

I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go.
I can't hold on much longer
'coz for us there's no tomorrow

Thank You...

'My Love In A Broken Dreams'

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender

I love you more than life itself
But I’m afraid to love.
My heart is like the fragile wings
Of a tiny little dove.

I'm scared to get too close
I feel that I can't win
You'll love me for a little while
Then you'll set me free again.

I've lived so long on hopes and dreams
I don't know what to do
I don't think I can trust my heart,
For it belongs to you.

I know you'll only hurt me
Yet, I still keep running back.
Between the paths of our hearts
There's a worn and beaten track.

You've got my heart held on a string.
It’s breaking right in two.
Enough belongs to me -to hurt-
The rest belongs to you.

I know that somewhere in your heart
There is a place for me.
I just don't know how to find it
And there's no way to make you see.

I Am What I Am

I am simply being
I am creative (a designer by profession but may be not!!!)
I am enthusiastic and eager to learn, always up to something and love challenges
I love reading and teaching
I love poem and nature scenery
I love crystals and gemstone
I love culture...and love good theatre
I love to hear music especially jazz, r & b and instrumental
I love being with different people coz I learn more from them!
I had a lot of friends but few are the best!
I may be a strong woman but my feelings do get hurt easily
I'm a hard worker and I don't look for short cuts
I appreciate the simple things in life but I do indulge myself once in awhile
I strongly believe that everyone has a heart but not everyone is aware
We can't become what we need to be by remaining what we are.
I agree to what Oprah Winfrey says:
"when there is no struggle, there is no strength!"

There’s so much to do but there’s so little time...

My life theme is:
Laugh as often as possible, love as passionate as one can! Be respectful to one’s self and hence be the same to one’s “neighbors”…be aware of one’s shortcomings, and be humble…try to smile if one is sad..!!