Monday

Boulevard - Dan Byrd



Boulevard

I don’t know why, you said goodbye
Just let me know you didn’t go forever my love
Please tell me why, you make me cry
I beg you please on my knees if that's what you want me to

Chorus:
Never knew that it would go so far
When you left me on that boulevard
Come again you would release my pain
And we could be lovers again

Just one more chance, another dance
And let me feel it isn’t real that I’ve been losing you
This sun will rise, within your eyes
Come back to me and we will be happy together

Chorus:
Never knew that it would go so far
When you left me on that boulevard
Come again you would release my pain
And we could be lovers again

Maybe today, I’ll make you stay
A little while just for a smile and love together
For I will show, a place I know
In Tokyo where we could be happy together

Chorus 2x

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Boulevard..

This is the song, I love most. It really makes me cry because of the love that I lost from someone that I use to love. What a great memories left behind, if I can only turned back the hands of time I might be there again...great music to have...remember good old days.

A great hit, blues, rock from way back in 80's. There was a beautiful guitar solo played at the end of the song.The real singer of this song BOULEVARD is DAN BYRD (released in 1984) but a later version done in 1986 or 1987. This is the last song from side A of the album Stay by Dan Byrd. I've been keeping his song since 1984 with other collection of oldies songs.



Anaf , you are 9 today....



A special boy is 9 today
And you're that lucky one!
My heart for you will never break. 
My smile for you will never fade. 
My love for you will never end. 
I love you so much son...my spoiled brat 

Soledad - Westlife




If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come I'll realise
You're a loss I can't replace



Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Walking down the streets of Nothingville
Where our love was young and free
Can't believe just what an empty place
It has come to be
I would give my life away
If it could only be the same
Cause I can't still the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Time will never change the things you told me
After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me
If only you could see

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Saturday

Mengapa Perpisahan Yang Kau Pinta - Flybaits




Seketika itu sepi mencuit hati
Hanya suara hujan seakan menyanyi
Mendendangkan lagu syahdu
Ketika ku terpegun
Merenung jauh gambarmu sayangku

Terkilan rasa bila kata-katamu
Kau ucapkan padaku, membuat ku terpaku
Bersama-sama suratmu, setelah ku baca kini
Seolah ku berada dalam mimpi

Titisan demi titisan
Airmata ku jatuh berlinangan
Kugenggam gambarmu dalam pelukan mesra
Tak mungkin dapat ku melupakanmu...
Sayang...
Di dalam dunia ini
Tak mungkin dapat ku cari pengganti dirimu
Oh... mengapa perpisahan yang kau pinta

Janganlah kau lupa suatu ketika dulu
Kita pernah bersama berjanji dan bercinta
Kini nyata kau mungkiri setelah janjimu itu
Di manakah letak kejujuranmu

Dariku... dariku...


Remind me of someone very special in my life.........

Thursday

Up, Up and Away


What Makes a Balloon Rise?

The reason is simple:

Hot air rises. Look around, and you'll see this. Heat makes steam rise from a tea kettle. Heat makes smoke rise up a chimney. And heat makes a balloon rise in the sky.
The air in a hot-air balloon is heated with a special gas burner. As the air gets warmer, the balloon puffs out to its full shape. The ropes that hold it to the ground are released. The balloon takes off.

The pilot controls the heat by adjusting the burner. This makes the balloon go up and down. When it's time to land, the pilot lets the balloon cool down. It sinks to the ground.
Up, Up, and Away!

Would you like to float in the sky? You can-if you ride in a hot-air balloon! Colourful hot-air balloons carry people up into the air. These balloons are basically huge cloth bags full of hot air. People ride in a basket that hangs from the balloon. From the ground, balloons are a beautiful sight. The view is even better for the people in the balloon. A balloon ride is great fun. You are as free as a bird.

Hot-air balloons were the very first craft that carried people into the air. The first balloon flight took place in France in 1783. That was 120 years before the first aeroplane flight.
Balloons aren't a very practical way to travel. A pilot can make the balloon go up and down. But he can't steer the balloon. The balloon goes where the wind takes it. When you go up in a balloon, you can never be sure where you will land! A "chase crew" follows the balloon in a van or truck. The crew meets the balloon when it lands and takes everyone home.

Ballooning is a popular sport. Balloon pilots often bring their balloons to festivals. At a festival the balloons are all set up in a big field. You can watch as the balloons are filled with hot air. And you can talk to the balloon pilots.

It's exciting to watch as lots of balloons rise into the air together. Balloons usually fly early in the morning or late in the day. That's when the wind is quietest.

Hot-air balloons come in all colours. And they come in many strange shapes! At a balloon festival, you may see a balloon shaped like a cactus. Maybe you'll see one like a duck or a cartoon cat. There are balloons shaped like bears, frogs and other animals. There's even a balloon that looks like a castle tower--a castle in the air!

Tuesday

Kenapa..?

•Kenapa aku sering di uji?
Patutkah manusia menyangka bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan dengan hanya berkata: "Kami beriman", sedang mereka tidak diuji (dengan sesuatu cubaan)?

Dan demi sesungguhnya! Kami telah menguji orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada mereka, maka (dengan ujian yang demikian), nyata apa yang diketahui Allah tentang orang- orang yang sebenar-benarnya beriman, dan nyata pula apa yang diketahuiNya tentang orang-orang yang berdusta.
(Al-Ankabut 2-3)

•Kenapa aku tidak dapat apa yang aku idam-idamkan?
boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu suka kepada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu. Dan (ingatlah), Allah jualah Yang Mengetahui (semuanya itu), sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya.
(Al-Baqarah 216)

•Kenapa aku diuji ujian seberat ini?
Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya.
(Al Baqarah 286)

•Bagaimana kan kuhadapi ujian ini?
Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu (lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, dimedan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah, supaya kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan).
(Ali-Imran 200)

Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyu';
(Al-Baqarah 45)

•Apa yang aku boleh dapat dari semua ini?
Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang yang beriman akan jiwa mereka dan harta-benda mereka dengan (balasan), bahawa mereka akan beroleh syurga .....
(At-Taubah 111)


Oleh dengan itu, sentiasalah bersabar.. Hikmah disebalik dugaan itu pasti akan terserlah juga..

Monday

Aman is 12 today...21st July 2008





Wow, you're already 12. It seems like it was just yesterday you were sitting on the couch all day, playing video games, watching cartoons, and picking your nose. Oh, wait, that was yesterday.
To the world, you may be one person. But to me, you are the world. Happy birthday to a wonderful son.

Sunday

Malam Seribu Bintang

This talent quest was organised by PIBG SMKSU Subang Jaya. Erik's best friend Izzul and my adopted son Mohd Sahzuan were among the top 10 finalist. They were assisted by my brother Hasan Hj Hamzah.

Audition was held at SMKSU, Subang Jaya on 19 June 2008....

                                         


Semi-final was held on 28 June 2008 at Sunway Pyramid...these are the top 10 finalist...

                                     


Grand final 'Malam Seribu Bintang' was held on the 19 July 2008 at Vintage Ballroom Holiday Villa, Subang Jaya..


                                   
                          

                                                    

Video clip from semi final day:




Tuesday

Ocean Deep - Cliff Richard



Love , can't you see I'm alone
Can't you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask
A little kindness in the night
Please don't leave me behind
No , don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask
And that is all
Ooh love , I've been searchin' so long
I've been searchin' high and low
And little love is all I ask
A little sadness when you go
Maybe you'll need a friend
Only please don't let's pretend
A little love is all I ask
And that is all
** I wanna spread my wings
But I just can't fly
As a string of pearls
The pretty girls go sailin' by
## Ocean deep
I'm so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings
Solitary room

Ocean deep
Will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine I'll keep
Ocean deep
Now , can't you hear when I call
Can't you hear the word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feelin' when we touch
Why am I still alone
I've got a heart without a home
A little love is all I ask
And that is all

Repeat **
Repeat ##
I'm so lonely , lonely , lonely
(Ocean deep)
On my own in my room
I'm so lonely
(Ocean deep)
I'm so lonely , I'm so lonely ...

Cuba Fikir

Cuba fikir... macamana lebih singgit?
Ahmad miskin. Dia tak de duit.
Dia nak beli baju yang berharga RM50.
Dia pinjam kat kawan A RM25 dan dia pinjam kat kawan B RM25
So dia pegi la nak beli baju tu.
Masa dia pegi. dia tgk baju tu sale, harga turun, baju tu
sekarang berharga RM45.
Dia bayar then dia dapat baki RM5.
Dia bagi kawan A RM1 dan dia bagi kawan B RM1.
Dia tinggal RM3.
Dia hutang kawan A RM24 dan dia hutang kawan B RM24.
So dia hutang RM48.
Dia ada RM3 skarang.
RM48 + RM3 = RM51

~ Thinking Believing Connecting ~

Saturday

My Long Lost Friend

Her name is Rose Samson...bila sudah berkahwin her name jadi Rose Constantine....she's Sabahan...macamana kita kenal....ermmm cousin Rose yang kenalkan.  Masa tu saya bersekolah di Temenggong Ibrahim Girls' School, Batu Pahat....and stayed at the hostel. Mana-mana pelajar yang cemerlang didalam 'Penilaian Darjah Lima' (masa dulu2) akan dihantar oleh Yayasan Sabah or Sarawak untuk bersekolah disini.  

One of them namanya Nonie Bansunin introduced her cousin to me as a pen-friend...until one day kami berjumpa diKL semasa Rose futher study di IMR...itu lah pertama kali berjumpa...then Rose berkahwin dan saya sempat juga memiliki beberapa photo beliau bersama family, siblings and her kids............



It has been years I'm looking for her on this cyberworld but till now still belum ada rezeki untuk berjumpa....mana lah kau pergi Rose...


Sudah beratus-ratus kali namanya ditulis dalam ruangan 'friend search' on my Facebook, Wayn, Yahoo360 etc pun masih belum dapat berjumpa....my son Erik too tolong cari juga dalam Myspace. Tidak cukup dengan nama Rose...saya guna nama-nama siblings and her kids untuk mencarinya tapi sehingga ke hari ini masih belum berhasil....cuma yang pasti Rose sekarang berada di Labuan...


InsyaAllah satu hari saya akan jumpa juga my long lost friend ini...ROSE SAMSON CONSTANTINE LINJAGU. 

Thursday

'My Love In A Broken Dreams'

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender

I love you more than life itself
But I’m afraid to love.
My heart is like the fragile wings
Of a tiny little dove.

I'm scared to get too close
I feel that I can't win
You'll love me for a little while
Then you'll set me free again.

I've lived so long on hopes and dreams
I don't know what to do
I don't think I can trust my heart,
For it belongs to you.

I know you'll only hurt me
Yet, I still keep running back.
Between the paths of our hearts
There's a worn and beaten track.

You've got my heart held on a string.
It’s breaking right in two.
Enough belongs to me -to hurt-
The rest belongs to you.

I know that somewhere in your heart
There is a place for me.
I just don't know how to find it
And there's no way to make you see.

I Am What I Am


I am simply being
I am creative (a designer by profession but may be not!!!)
I am enthusiastic and eager to learn, always up to something and love challenges
I love reading and teaching
I love poem and nature scenery
I love crystals and gemstone
I love culture...and love good theatre
I love to hear music especially jazz, r & b and instrumental
I love being with different people coz I learn more from them!
I had a lot of friends but few are the best!
I may be a strong woman but my feelings do get hurt easily
I'm a hard worker and I don't look for short cuts
I appreciate the simple things in life but I do indulge myself once in awhile
I strongly believe that everyone has a heart but not everyone is aware
We can't become what we need to be by remaining what we are.
I agree to what Oprah Winfrey says:
"when there is no struggle, there is no strength!"

There’s so much to do but there’s so little time...

My life theme is:
Laugh as often as possible, love as passionate as one can! Be respectful to one’s self and hence be the same to one’s “neighbors”be aware of one’s shortcomings, and be humbletry to smile if one is sad..!!